Monday, May 16, 2011

crab apple


Fully open crab apple blossoms, swaying on breezy branches; bouyant, bobbing, bowing, blowsy. Bees browsing in their open cups. The breeze is warm, with cool edges that curl around my face, lifting the bits of hair that have come loose from my hair tie. Nose, eyes and throat are filled with allergy, making the crab apple's scent more like something to taste than smell, at the roof of my mouth. Who was that boy who asked me to the U of D junior prom? Peter something. I said no, thank you. The trees were in bloom that day, that evening, as I sat on my parents bed, phone clutched in my sweaty hand as the sun settled west, sending a slant of golden light through the window, across the corner of the bed, ending on the closet door.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

fortune


What am I waiting for? Sometimes I am watching for a falling star, or a billboard message, or for the words on a fortune cookie message to speak directly to ME. For something to reveal that I am special. I am unique. I am one of a kind. But today I know that the thing is, the thing is that they always will--as long as I am not carrying the slippery burden of clouds and mist and haze. And the truth is that some days I will. Maybe the trick is knowing that there is always clarity on the other side of the haze.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Valentine


I gave this 5-part tiny watercolor to J as a Valentine yesterday.